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Wednesday, May 25, 2011

This is... summer?

Today, I am being that "typical" person - you know, the one that inhabits coffee shops, laptop and iced coffee close at hand, jamming out to Mumford & Sons. I haven't done this in quite sometime, however, during the school year, I was known to frequent the local coffee shops to spent countless hours reading Philosophy and History texts and write term papers. Lately, however, the balance of my life and my being have been completely thrown off by the little season known as: SUMMER.
One minute, I went to bed stoked that I had FINALLY finished the first year of a 2-year hell known as "Graduate School" and had earned the covetous A's, thus bringing my overall GPA to a higher average than I had my entire undergraduate career at BGSU.
The next minute, I woke up with no study requirements, no classes to teach, no emails from professors flooding my inbox with work requests. I found myself in a precarious position of not having a steady M-F, 9-5 job, and no schoolwork to complete for the first time since... 2004, or the summer before my junior year of high school. Yes, it's true, I have been doing the 9-month school year, 3-month 40-hour work week summer for the last 7 years. Of those years, the last 4-5 years have been filled with college, then a summer of Leadership Training in Estes Park, Colorado and a 40-hour work week at the YMCA of the Rockies in Food Service. I haven't spent a summer in Ohio since 2006, the summer after I graduated high school, when I still worked in the Games Dept. at Kings Island.

But that all has changed. I can't imagine that God is a fan of Monty Python and the Holy Grail, but I can very much picture him saying, "And now, it's time for something a little different." Not only am I spending a summer in Ohio for the first time in nearly 5 years, but I'm spending my summer in somewhat unfamiliar territory to me: Northeast Ohio. I've never actually claimed to LIVE in the same town where I go to school, even if my residential address has been in the town for 9 months of the year. But in August of this year, I can say that I have lived in Kent for 1 complete year. A completely new and unfamiliar experience for me.

Of what, exactly, does my summer consist? I'm still figuring that one out, but there are few details I do have nailed down right now, and some things of my own I'd like to do.

Currently, I have 4 different jobs. 1 is actual employment, the other 3 are considered "self-employed." This is going to make paying taxes to the government a little more complicated and interesting than normal, for sure (if you're interested in those kinds of things). Here they are:

May 22 - August 20: Kent State University School of Music: Music Education Dept.
Net Income: $990, before taxes
I'll be cataloguing new and old materials for the new Music Education Resource Center, updating listservs, updating/re-writing the Handbook for Music Education, preparing observation schedules for Fall 2011, working on syllabi for Fall 2011 classes, and other various projects they come up with (and they will, believe me, they will).

June 1 - the future: Sound Board Music, Instrumental & Keyboard Instructor
Net Income: depends on the # of students I accrue; $30/month/student is the rate for lessons
Currently, the owner has it set up that I will be accepting violin, viola, cello, bass, flute, clarinet, alto/tenor saxophone, and elementary/intermediate piano/keyboard students.
This job I will be able to keep going through the next school year. Just over in Stow, it will be a nice short drive, which is perfect. I generally would charge $18-$20/lesson (which ends up being ~$75/month/student), which means I'm making less than teaching on my own here, however, this man is finding the students and scheduling them for me. Otherwise, I would need to be sitting in on a lot of band/orchestra rehearsals around the area, and really pushing to get students. This ends up saving me time, and gas money. Two pluses to this job: 1) I can re-arrange students to fit my Fall 2011 Class Schedule and continue teaching and making a little extra money in the fall; 2) Since students pay at the beginning of the month, I still get paid even if a student doesn't show up for a lesson.

July 24-29: Tallmadge HS Marching Band Camp, Woodwind - Clarinet Tech; Marching Tech
Net Income: $350, plus room/board
Travelling to Westerville, OH to teach at Band Camp. It's been a few years since I've worked at a band camp. I'm pretty excited, and a little nervous.

August 1 - 19: Revere HS Marching Band, Woodwind, Drill and Marching Tech
Net Income: $600-$700 (negotiable)
PLEASE be in prayer for this one! I am meeting with the band director in the next week to discuss duties and payment. I'm REALLY praying for $700, as it will help with some bills, and having a little extra money in the savings account for emergency funds (such as car repairs, technology repairs, etc). The set of camps and practices run here are great because they do them all at Revere HS, so I won't have to travel far, except to the HS. I'm really looking forward to this one.

**Currently, I am also in contact with Dr. Stoll from Southeast HS. It is possible that if their camps/practices line up with what I already have scheduled, I will be able to work with them as well.

None of these jobs have started yet, which leaves me with a lot of free time. Aside from working, I've been spending a lot of time with Isaiah. This relationship has been a completely different experience for me. It has required me to work through a lot of my past experiences (fortunately or unfortunately, depending on how you look at it). God has been completely faithful in all this to reveal Himself to me, and to guide me through the dark places, wounds, and scars left by my past. I definitely still have a LONG way to go in this area, but looking back at the last two years, I've definitely come a long way. I really don't think I could've asked for a greater friend in my boyfriend; he's been more than patient, and understanding with me as I work through things with God. He allows me space when I need it, and patiently waits until I feel comfortable enough to talk through things. Satan, at times, loves to step in and tell me little lies about all of this, but I know that Jesus has crushed him with His heel, and that the love of God triumphs over all, so I keep listening for the still, small voice (and sometimes, the powerfully gentle voice) that tells me the Truth of who I am, and where He's taking me and guiding us in this.

Though it may not look like it from what I've just described, I actually will have more time than I have in the past to do some work of my own. I have a few things I'd like to personally accomplish over the summer:


  • Book List: While I don't have a specific list of books, I'm going to challenge myself to see HOW MANY books I can get through this summer. I've already finished 1 (The Shack), and am in the middle of 3 others (see "Currently Reading" side panel). I'll keep you updated on how many and what I've finished as we keep going.
  • Post-a-day: This may not be AS consistent, depending on when I have to send in my laptop for repairs, and being out of town for vacations/work, but I'm going to make a valiant effort. Some days they may be serious posts about what I'm learning, and at times they may just be updates, like this one!
  • Pictures: I have a picture blog, because I actually enjoy taking photos. Lately, that hasn't been happening as often, however, I have a reasonable goal to post a picture everyday - every other day. I want to capture my summer in Ohio through pictures, since it's somewhat of a "new" experience for me.
  • Curriculum and Course of Study: Go ahead, say it, I dare you: NERD. Whatever, I have a degree and state licensure, so it's my profession now. I currently have 3 books (including the SAGE) on Curriculum and Instruction. I'm also taking a class on the subject in Fall 2011 through the College of Education. My goal is to take some of the Curriculum layouts I started working on for projects in my undergrad, and hopefully develop a full course of study and curriculum that could be implemented in school system. This is a project that will take a lot of time and research, one that I'll probably continue to work on throughout Fall semester. I hope to go as far as to have curriculum for grades K-12 general music, band and orchestra, dividing it up to elementary, middle, and high school, with a possibility of breaking it down into grade level objectives for a school year. We'll see how far I get by the end of the summer. Right now, I'm just in the researching stages.
  • Gardening: Yes, I live in an apt., which presents a bit of a challenge when growing plants. Isaiah and I planted 21 plastic cups' worth of seeds on Monday. I will probably plant a few more of the seeds with the remaining potting soil I have later this week. I decided to do this as a surprise (it won't be much of a surprise once she reads this) for my roommate next school year, Cathy. She really wanted a tomato plant on the porch of our new apt. when we move in, but by then, it'd be too late to plant one. Here's the seeds I planted:
    • Columbine, Ice Princess, Shasta Daisy, Forget-Me-Not (2 cups each, 1 extra Columbine)
    • Cilantro, Oregano, Garlic Chives, Rosemary (2 cups each)
    • Bell Pepper, Tomato (3 cups each)
  • Vacation Abroad: June 17-28/29. Going home to Cincinnati June 17-19 to see Shelby's final performance as Kylie in "Dead Serious About Life" and their ad-lib show, Father's Day with dad, and visiting friends; June 20-26 in Colorado to visit LT 2011 and friends; June 27-28/29 north of Columbus camping and spending time with family.
  • Friends: I'm hoping to meet up with some friends around the area a little more often than I did during the school year for coffee and/or lunch/dinner to catch up and walk through life together this summer.
In all, I believe an ambitious summer lies before me. While I'm nervous about being around Northeast Ohio - an altogether new place for me, and have often gotten nostalgic in the last week, looking through pictures of past summers in the Rocky Mountains and discussing LT's of old with Amber, I know that it will be no less life-changing and exciting. If you've made it to the end of this, congratulations. You have now been updated.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

If I Were a Facebook Status...

And now, for something a little bit different... something a little more light-hearted. If the last 2 days could be summed up in Facebook statuses, it might look a little something like this:
(also, enjoy the fantastic music videos throughout... God's used those too in the last 2 days)


Two. Words. Angry Buckeyes. (much laughter ensues)

It either needs to be gross and hot, or gross and cold. I know this is hard for you Ohio, but just pick. My aching head can't take it anymore.

Tenth Avenue North is my new favorite band, for now. So many good, eye-opening songs.


"You Are More", by Tenth Avenue North. One of a few of their songs I am absolutely loving right now.

Fasting from food is a good way to receive a reality check kick-in-the-stomache from God. Today was shaky, but it was SO good. Jesus definitely spoke and provided.

The yellow lines are NOT guides for where to put the MIDDLE of your car... it goes IN BETWEEN 2 of those yellow lines.

Chicken stir-fry with egg (for fried rice effect) FOR THE WIN. Sans peas.

The REAL reason everyone has to look so intellectual and studious while at Starbucks? To make up for their parking hack-jobs outside in the lot.

This is the first time I've mutually fasted from a person. I think it's the hardest fast I've ever done. My prayer is that it is also the most rewarding one yet.


"I Am New", by Jason Gray. The ending is so awesome.


Waiter, there's a hair... oh wait, J.P., that's my hair.

My favorite words are paradox and juxtaposition. And my life seems to involve both.

Beast. That. BASS!

I should start praying harder for my students. Some of them complain worse than my freshmen from last year... and they're 6 months away from student teaching. Yikes!

Peppermint hot chocolate, the Bible, pen and paper, some quiet music, and the loving words of Jesus make for the BEST, CALMING Monday afternoon.


"Beloved", Tenth Avenue North. Another amazing one.


WHY is clearing a level on Angry Birds always a major achievement in my life?

Pandora has been advertising UC (University of Cincinnati) all afternoon!!! Subliminal message?

To-Do: Finish Philosophy, LEGIT listen to 6 symphonies OVER AND OVER, finish entering midterm grades, grade homework from this week, study for Philosophy midterm, start reading through Kodaly books for term paper. All in the name of getting ahead on work for next week! Oi, ready... go!

Jesus, You are so good to me, You heal my broken heart... Your love never fails!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Since when...

Okay, after a failed attempt at making a new blog on a site I didn't like, I can say for certain...
Another one checked off.

I have a bit of a summer "to-do" list you might say, that included: "Creating a cool blog and actually keeping up with it." Well, now that I've created it and "cooled it out", I suppose it's time to write in it. And keep up with it. But seriously...

Since when do I have a blog? Since when do I journal my thoughts for the world to read?
Good question. I usually don't. But, I figure, God's really taught me throughout my undergraduate career (hah, I get to say that now! Way cool! I'm still getting used to it) to be more open with people. And, well, I've been having some GREAT conversations, about God, coffee, and life out here in the mountains... so I figured it was a reasonable summer goal.

I've had a lot of "since when's" already this week, I think. You've already heard two. But here's a couple more:
Since when do I hike 17 miles in 1 day and then go camping straight afterward?
Since when do you meet someone from Washington Twp. who knows where Bill's Donuts is in Centerville and works at Kind Coffee?
Since when do you meet 2 men in said coffee shop that graduated from BGSU in 1963 and were roommates their first year in Williams Hall?

But, even bigger: Since when did God decide to use me to teach and lead others?
After co-teaching with Sharon our first workshop this week, I'm still amazed both that God would even use me in the first place to teach, and that it would actually be effective to change lives. We're being serious here, right? In nearly every spiritual gifts test I've taken in college I usually score highest in areas of administration, encouragement, hospitality, then leadership, and, depending on the version, areas of the arts (music, etc.). But, teaching? Nah, that's never been up very high (which is a little ironic considering I have a degree and licensure to teach, right?). In the past, I've enjoyed planning our Fusion Bible studies, and talking about the topics, but the area of teaching is usually reserved for those in our core planning with the gift and ability to do so. I enjoy leading small group discussions, lifegroups, core groups... you know, things that require more discussion and participation from all than teaching, which usually requires one person, being the teacher to talk and well, teach, and for everyone else to listen and take notes and such.Yet, that's what I'm up to with Sharon every Sunday night from last week to August 1, 9:00PM-10:30PM.
It's somewhat been on my heart to teach a women's workshop since March when Hoops sent out the email to all LT staff and interns for workshop ideas, but knowing that the staff from BG/Kent was all male, and having a fear of teaching it, I dismissed it pretty quick. Then, when more workshops were needed, the idea and heart for the topic of a woman's identity in Christ and the sins and struggles she faces came back. So, after talking to a few women on staff at Texas A&M, some quick planning, and a few emails later, Sharon and I had our workshop: The Secret Life of Women.
What amazed me was afterward last Sunday, when some of the women in LT were thanking us for all our Scripture references, talking about the sins and struggles they're currently dealing with, and what our testimonies and teachings meant to them, and when even one girl said she was going to take the handout with all the Scripture references and notes and really study it and pray over it this week because of how much it meant to her.
Whoa, God can use me like that? Use us like that? All week it felt like Sharon and I were just sharing life together, sharing our testimonies with each other, sharing verses that really impacted our lives, talking about how amazing God's freedom is and what it meant in our lives. And then we just shared that with these women... and it's already impacting lives. This is NUTS!

This is the prayer I journaled and prayed on April 21 as I dedicated this summer:
"I am dedicating my Summer 2010 to serving God, serving others, and allowing my life to be an example to other of love, leadership, faith, and service. I ask God to use me this summer and to transform lives and perform miracles in my life and the lives of others through His grace, mercy, and unashamed love for us."

I've seen and heard God answer a lot of prayers, but it still amazes me every time I journal a prayer and then I see Him answer it in some ridiculous and mind-blowing way. In a later blog, hopefully, I can share some more of my prayers for the summer and for the LT program and all our students, staff and interns.

And, that, ladies and gentlemen, concludes my first post to this blog. Success.

Also, hopefully, to be included in each post will be a fun fact (unless it's way too serious to warrent it), most likely about me, not to be self-centered, but for people to get to know something weird or fun about me. So, since we are currently at Kind Coffee:

Fun Fact: My favorite thing to get at Kind Coffee is a double-iced Milky Way with whipped cream. And now you know.